Our Relationship is Not Normal

So the Hubbeast and I have been married for nearly 9 years, been together for nearly 13 years, and have been each other's soulmate for 20+ years. We are not a normal couple. No, not even close. Sure, we spend time together when I don't have to work. And yeah, we both put in the work when something goes fubar. But if it got so bad that we divorced, chances are that we would inevitably get back together. He always asks me if I really love him, and I tell him that I do. He is broken in just the way I want him, and it would take too long to find someone that has the same likes and sensibilities.

Psst...normal is so overrated. I like being unique...and crazy. It's quite liberating. I am much happier being myself than I would if I tried to fit in. It never used to be that way, though. I used to feel like no one liked me because I was so different. I tried to fit in. Boy, was I a moron!! Now I could care less if people disliked me. It just shows that I don't have to waste my time or energy on those people. I keep to myself most of the time, but if it's a person that I don't mind talking to, then of course I will spend the time. Yay to being an Introvert. But that is why it is great that I have my person. He doesn't expect me to change myself. He accepts me for who I am, and I accept him for who he is. And regardless of what happens, we have each other's back.

I know that this entry is a little out there this time around. I'm trying my best to have a cohesive thought, but I'm a little out of sorts. We'll have to see how I feel tomorrow.