A Little Miffed

I messed up.  I wanted to write an entry yesterday and I forgot all about it.  Talk about having a blonde moment.

I haven't been sleeping again.  My allergies can get pretty bad, but that wasn't the only reason why.  I generally have insomnia when there is too much to worry about, which there has.  And too much time on my hands to think about the things that worry me.

Anyway, I have that orientation today at 3:30pm.  Very excited about that.  I need something to dwell on that doesn't involve missing my fiancé.  He may not be able to be with me until I get an apartment.  That won't be for a bit, because I haven't started making regular income yet.  It sucks hardcore.  I really miss him.  We had all these plans and now we have to put them on hold because the timing is not right for it yet...which sucks.  GMFD.

Hopefully, things will turn out that I will have hours coming up in the next few days.  I need money bad.  Aaaaaaaa!!  Aggravation.  LOL.  Anyway, I have to get moving on getting ready.

Smell ya later.