archived Life Up To This Point Here's the deal. Time for an update of what has happened in the past week and a half. October 29th: Hurricane Sandy hit NJ, causing us to lose power. We lost power at 6pm. November 2nd: I was able to go back to work when they finally got
archived Life Up To This Point Here's the deal. Time for an update of what has happened in the past week and a half. October 29th: Hurricane Sandy hit NJ, causing us to lose power. We lost power at 6pm. November 2nd: I was able to go back to work when they finally got
archived Hurricane Sandy So with this storm that is hitting the east coast, I am worried. Will the people I care about most be ok? I think about around this time last year, we had a freak snowstorm that knocked out power lines. The power for some wasn't able to be
archived Hurricane Sandy So with this storm that is hitting the east coast, I am worried. Will the people I care about most be ok? I think about around this time last year, we had a freak snowstorm that knocked out power lines. The power for some wasn't able to be
archived Working vs. Social Life So I suck. Because I am working again, I have neglected the rest of my life in order to catch up on sleep. I was able to visit my man this past Sunday, but I was so tired because the night before, I worked a closing shift. I was even
archived Working vs. Social Life So I suck. Because I am working again, I have neglected the rest of my life in order to catch up on sleep. I was able to visit my man this past Sunday, but I was so tired because the night before, I worked a closing shift. I was even
archived I Forgot to Take My Pill I really should know better. I have the worst case of insomnia I have had in a long long time. Knowing that, I should have taken my "pill." When I can't sleep, I take a supplement called melatonin, which you can find over the counter at
archived I Forgot to Take My Pill I really should know better. I have the worst case of insomnia I have had in a long long time. Knowing that, I should have taken my "pill." When I can't sleep, I take a supplement called melatonin, which you can find over the counter at
archived Atychiphobia I have learned something about myself. I've always said that I have an extreme fear of failure. Well, I found out that it's an actual phobia. It's called Atychiphobia, and for some people, like me, it can be triggered by traumatic events in a
archived Atychiphobia I have learned something about myself. I've always said that I have an extreme fear of failure. Well, I found out that it's an actual phobia. It's called Atychiphobia, and for some people, like me, it can be triggered by traumatic events in a
archived Working So I have worked Wed, Fri, Sat and Sun. All the shifts were closing shifts. I'm pretty happy with how my first week went (their week goes Mon - Sun). It's good to have money coming in again...well, WHEN I start getting money, that is.
archived Working So I have worked Wed, Fri, Sat and Sun. All the shifts were closing shifts. I'm pretty happy with how my first week went (their week goes Mon - Sun). It's good to have money coming in again...well, WHEN I start getting money, that is.
archived Feeling Loneliness Let's see. It has been 4 days since I last wrote an entry. Life has mostly been about work. Not much else going on these days. However, yesterday I was really depressed. I feel lonely almost everyday. My kids live their father now, so they aren't
archived Feeling Loneliness Let's see. It has been 4 days since I last wrote an entry. Life has mostly been about work. Not much else going on these days. However, yesterday I was really depressed. I feel lonely almost everyday. My kids live their father now, so they aren't
archived First Shift So I'm at my job for my first working day. So far so good. Obviously, I have to relearn how to ride the horse, so to speak. I'm actually able to apply what I have learned from past experiences to what I'm doing currently.
archived First Shift So I'm at my job for my first working day. So far so good. Obviously, I have to relearn how to ride the horse, so to speak. I'm actually able to apply what I have learned from past experiences to what I'm doing currently.
archived Orientation Orientation went well this afternoon. I found out that I will start working on Wednesday. Very happy and excited about that. I can't wait to be working and making money. Because once I have that, I can concentrate on getting a nice place. On a side note, the
archived Orientation Orientation went well this afternoon. I found out that I will start working on Wednesday. Very happy and excited about that. I can't wait to be working and making money. Because once I have that, I can concentrate on getting a nice place. On a side note, the
archived A Little Miffed I messed up. I wanted to write an entry yesterday and I forgot all about it. Talk about having a blonde moment. I haven't been sleeping again. My allergies can get pretty bad, but that wasn't the only reason why. I generally have insomnia when there
archived A Little Miffed I messed up. I wanted to write an entry yesterday and I forgot all about it. Talk about having a blonde moment. I haven't been sleeping again. My allergies can get pretty bad, but that wasn't the only reason why. I generally have insomnia when there
archived 2 Days of Suck Friday was interesting. I had to go to court to talk with someone about visitation with my kids and ask about what would happen if and when my ex filed for child support. Before I went to the courthouse, I had lunch at a local shoppe that usually sells milk
archived 2 Days of Suck Friday was interesting. I had to go to court to talk with someone about visitation with my kids and ask about what would happen if and when my ex filed for child support. Before I went to the courthouse, I had lunch at a local shoppe that usually sells milk
archived I Now Have A Job Well, the interview went well, despite the nervousness I felt leading up to it. I have orientation on Monday at 3:30pm. I am very excited about this. The interviewer also said that I would start getting training hours right away. I am very excited about that bit of news.
archived I Now Have A Job Well, the interview went well, despite the nervousness I felt leading up to it. I have orientation on Monday at 3:30pm. I am very excited about this. The interviewer also said that I would start getting training hours right away. I am very excited about that bit of news.
archived Nightmares Well, I just woke up from a bad dream. It had me worried. More than usual. In the dream, I was visiting my ex-boyfriend, looking for my clothes for a job interview. In RL, my clothes aren't there, so I don't know what that is supposed